Australia was a milestone in my development. The first few months have been hell for me. My biggest dream was always to travel the world by myself and to enjoy the freedom with everything I have got. But as the time had come, I was disabused. The gained freedom, at that time , has been my prison. Freedom includes the ability to make decisions. And I noticed it was much more difficult for me than imagined. I was completely overwhelmed and no one could have helped me. I jumped constantly from one idea to another until I was finally completely desperate and disoriented. This was the biggest lesson, but gradually I have learned to handle my self. I started to get to know myself and to open up to the world with all my heart. And from that moment on, I began to develop.